Waaaa, I almost died. WO CHA YI DIAN SI DIAO LEH! projects and tests and exams are all coming up. Not to mention the camp com stuffs. And the danzation com stuffs, although have not started, but I imagined it will be quite a challenge.

There are good news and bad news I wanna talk about. Bad news is, I almost and WILL die if more of those mentioned above comes up. Good news is, there is NO good news. okok I just thought of some, going through this kind of stressed up period will make me grow more, holidays are coming, freshie camp is coming, more dance is coming cause of danzation, I wouldn't need to study for quite awhile SOON, I will have more time for family and friends, I can hang out more, I can have time to get my driving license, I will have time to go overseas with my family but not confirmed cause i might have a tight schedule for dance but at least there's a chance to. Phew~ thats quite a long sentence. Now that i thought of it, there are quite alot of good news actually. ok maybe I shouldn't be grumbling.

I'm really very tired to be coping with so many things, my friends asked me, "Why are you still going to dance everyday even if you have so many projects and test and exams? Don't you find it very tiring?" Yes I feel very tiring, despite the tight schedule in studies, I still squeeze in dance. Its because I am being tired doing the things I like to do, so no matter how tiring it makes me, I'll still go for it, cause I'm doing the things i like. To me, if you're doing something which you don't like, you will feel more tired as compared to when you're doing the things that you like.

Most importantly, I'm happy when I'm dancing. In addition to the great and fun people inside, makes me wanna go for dance more.

Last thursday, Fredy came back to take D class. And I REALLY am dumb-founded after watching him dance that day. Since the last time I saw him dance, REALLY IMPROVED SUPER LOTS. His isolations are SUPER BIG, and when i caps the words, i really meant it. And while his isolations are already super big, he can have VERY GOOD CONTROL and his extensions are GODLY. When he marks his steps, it seems to me that he still kept his extensions at 90%. OMG. That day I'm really super amazed. I even took a video of his solo after the D class, and i believed alot who were there took his video also. I can't post it on the net cause he told us not to, if not i would've already uploaded to this post. I'll show you guys the video when you see me around in studio. Now I'm super motivated to train my isolations, crunches, and those core exercise that we always do. Oh by the way, when he's doing his crunches, he lifts his body to the max, so means his core = godly one. Yes I'm gonna start training hard to be like that. Thanks Fredy.

Yesterday Ann finally came back to teach us. Kinda missed her and her teaching methods, which is always leaving us breathless, E.g. the always so "enjoyable and relaxing" core exercises. Her dream, mass lyrical hip hop in Danzation, we will work hard to make your dream come true. I really wished she could stay with us until always, I know its not possible, but I still hope so. Wish your back don't get worse so soon. This made to think, lets enjoy the things that we like to do, while we still can.

9:13 AM
im alone; im emo;